i don't know what i'm doing wrong
am i unattractive
am i doing all the wrong things again
am i behaving the wrong way by coming to bed naked
am i supposed to be making the move
or do You not want me anymore
i know you hate me
even though i try my hardest not to lose control it's not enough for you
i know i'm broken
i know i'm not normal
i apologise for not being normal
i know i'm fat
i know my body is disgusting
i look at it every day hating every part of it
i try to be normal for You
i walk
i don't eat as much as i use to
i push the feelings away
i hold them in trying not to hurt You
i try to be the person you want
but You don't want me now i'm guessing i need to push these feelings away too and just wait
i don't know when you'll read this
i know You think i'm weak and complaining
i know i'm falling apart
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