Saturday, 3 January 2015

Please don't break her

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A message to her future Dom : please don't break her (not permanently anyway)

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She's soft, fragile and has already suffered at the hands of others. I have one request for you good sir, please don't break her, at least not in a way where there would be so many pieces that the jigsaw of her soul that you've decided to throw in a million different directions for your own nefarious reasons, can never be placed back together.

Owning her isn't enough, is it? You just have this evil desire to lite a match underneath her and watch her spirit smolder into ashes.

It's a fragile dance we do, this thing of ours, this waltz between the light and dark of our souls, a war of conflicting emotions, hidden motivations and perpetual escalations of trying to tame the desire to destroy. I always choose to build instead.

But you, you I don't know. She's not mine, she's yours, I can live with that. You're allowed to do anything you both have agreed is allowed, but the only thing I ask, from the bottom of my heart, from the depths of my light, is please don't break her, let her be alright. Teach her the things I never could, protect her like I did, love her like I would. But whatever you do, do it with purpose and respect, just don't break her spirit with cruelty and neglect.

That girl of yours is a princess, what you didn't know, even when she is in subspace, glowing with each glorious blow. She'll be as fragile as the most expensive China you will ever handle, just don't let her flame burn out, respect her internal candle.

Beat her, use her and do anything in between, but please good sir, don't break her by any means.

If you break her, then please just know, I'll break you more than you did her, more than you could ever imagine so.

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